#19_12_18 Another hepatic day… Just because of some incidents… Phon…

Posted: 2018-12-20
Type: quote

#19_12_18 Another hepatic day… Just because of some incidents… Phone call with aai… Boring session… Great tea as usual… Some stuff about AI and E-Cell… Great discussion about love… Just that phone call… I got 6 months warning… Just because I have failed miserably and you can’t tell anyone what I am doing or what my result is… I know you think I am gone case… Feeling when topper of class fails miserably… Tu 12th madhye pan tasach kele… Just one more thing, I just hate these relatives… Some say, they are only for comparison… Seriously I feel that, I am who I am… I know and I am trying to figure out what I have to do… What the fuck…who have give. You rights to you to just make feel miserable… What if I don’t go home… Maybe I have started hating home because of failure… Okkkkkk That’s it… That’s reason for my frustration … Just because i have failed does not mean, I don’t know what I am doing… You don’t believe in me… But it’s true why you should believe? Ok… This is for last time… I know what I am doing… I know what I have to do… I know what I am going to do… I and I only I will be responsible for what happens in my life… Whatever I have became, what I will be… That’s solely because of me… I just wanna to say, for these 4 years of engineering support me or else I couldn’t handle myself… After these 4 years I will be responsible for myself… I will do everything on my own… I know you care about me… But please try to understand, dear parents… Your frustration is obvious… But please one chance only… I know I can do many things… Just because I can’t do this thing this time, doesn’t mean I can’t do it next time… Just let me explore myself… Just let me love these 4 years… I will struggle… And I will surely be the one you always wanted to be… -the frustrated sanket

Tags: #life, #personaldevelopment, #self-reflection, #marathi, #desperate me