#927 So, you might have been thinking why now? The mind is pretty m…
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- 2020-12-20
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#927 So, you might have been thinking why now? The mind is pretty much unstable and I really need this. First thing, the quote, “Sabase bada rog, kya kahenge log?”, Okay, that’s only upto me, Bapu has a good image in society and this thought difference might have been arised due to generation gap. But here’s what I have to say: Dear All, I know the social pressure is high and the pre-trained mind can’t either escape the thoughts or leave the societal norms at foot. But I know what I am doing and I believe your doubts, concerns are considerable, but let you please tell you something, I am fully responsible for my activities, my failure and the most importantly my soically isolated thoughts! I admire and care for what you think, you always think about my good and I am sure you always look for my good. The time is up and I have the remote control for my life, no matter whatever happens. Till date I have been to distant places, lived there, survived there, failed there, suffered there, spent long nights alone, travelled alone in big cities, thousands of kilometers away, in a different culture, different language, different food, and all this in tinder age of 11th, 12h. Some say, I am big failure there, but I know what’s it like, the lessons that life taught there, were absolutely worth it. I know things seem to be impossible now, but I have been through such situations and believe me, this has made me enough “Atmanirbhar”. The side effects of being away from home since 11th has surely made my feelings less blunt, I am very less emotional, attachhed, but that’s it! Now onwards, I and only I will be responsible for my efforts. I will try my best not to act in a way that would endanger good looking future! So, please, please, please let me live my way. The taunts by others never mattered to me, some say this as not being practical but that’s it. The thoughts re-emerged only because I overheard some thoughts. This is 21st century. This is digital age. This is social media age. Here the new technologies become extinct in 4-5 years, even before they are introduced in the curriculum. Exploring the big picture and looking for the life’s purpose is the path less travelled but I want to say, the journey is intriguiting and gave the meaning to every moment that I have lived so far and will give for the moments to come. I know this seems a bit exxagerated but believe me, the sense of these realisations now lets me look for rational reasons behind the every bit of every action I take. So, A BIG THANK YOU to this life, which (Accidently, I doubt wheather this would be a proper word or not) has lead to me to distant place in 11th, the alone train journies to the big city in 12th, the RIT, Vivekvahini, Nirman, Media Cell, ANIS; inspiring incidents happened, life-long friends attached, the surrounding nourished, flourished me and shaped the personality the way it is today. That’s it, so let me live MY OWN WAY!!! #TheSocietalBrokenCulture #GenerationGap #TheDigitalAge #BeThySelf #20:12:2020::11:08:am
Tags: #social, #self-reflection, #choices